Thursday 23 June 2011

..What's the craziest thing you've done lately?

So here it is, le dernier blog. Written as my Eurostar rolls out of Paris Gare du Nord for the final time but not before the city I share this volatile relationship with tries to screw me over one last time. After all this is not the first Eurostar I have been on today and my final day in Paris has only actually been five hours, 10 minutes of which were an exam the University kindly decided to change the date of without informing me and naturally after I’d already touched down in London town.
But kudos to the city that has taught me so much more than academics over the last six months, the city that has made me both laugh and cry harder than ever before and the city that has made me realise who I am and the kind of person I want to be.
    From the practical lessons such as how to dress weather appropriately and how to open a beer bottle with a lighter (thank you Lex!) to life experiences such as how to get around being homeless and what happens when you let your heart overrule your head, my time abroad has definitely shaped the person I am going to turn out to be. I would recommend it in a heartbeat. And not only have I learnt so much about French culture, but being so lucky to go through this experience with some truly amazing people from a handful of different countries means I now know so much more about other cultures and certainly respect their ideals. You’re only as strong as the foundations around you and life is only as good as the company you keep and the friends I’ve made here are definitely for life. Even though saying goodbye breaks my heart, we know it is not goodbye at all and I look at the next few years of my life and travels with giddy excitement. That’s right, I may currently be some way beneath the English Channel but you’re not getting rid of me that easily.
    And although I may look at the city with bitter cynicism from time to time, rolling my eyes at every couple making out on the metro and making many-a angry and tearful calls home about the ridonculous University system and plain rude Parisians, I can’t help but have a great deal of respect for Paris. And if I’ve learnt anything from our many fiery arguments, it is that everything will be alright in the end and if it’s not then its not the end.
    So as I exit the channel tunnel and look out at the fields of green showered in the glorious evening sunlight it’s time to say goodbye Paris, it’s been an absolute pleasure. My padlock is on the bridge and my key is in the Seine. And as for me? I’m just going with it..

 


Saturday 11 June 2011

In the morning I'll be with you, but it will be a different kind..

Final few days in Paris and the bucket list has been in full swing. From finally munching on a slimy snail (promise I didn't just hold my nose and quickly swallow) to finally climbing into a cosy corner in Shakespeare & Company surrounded by magnificent, and most importantly English, literature, taking in every inch of the charming interior as it melts my heart whilst someone sends a lazy jazz beat my way from the dusty, old piano.
Spending some time seeing the city I've spent the last 6 months considering everyday life as though it is the first time I've laid eyes on each and every detail has made me realise just how bloody lucky I have been as well as think about the little things I am going to miss. Such as escaping to St Michel when it's been one of those days, sauntering along the Seine and stopping at Pont des Arts, which even in the monstrous yet beautiful thunderstorm that erupted during my last visit, never ever fails to make me smile. Or even during a mundane task like hailing a taxi at ridiculous o'clock in the morning when I find myself accidentally stumbling onto the Champs-Élysées, naturally taking the opportunity to climb a prestigious monument, take a few snaps and admire the view of La Tour Eiffel as the sun slowly rises behind it.



However, it is also with irony that throughout these final, fun-packed weeks of my time abroad that I am now beginning to realise the reason some people never travel. Yes, the experience is literally life changing but saying goodbye freakin' hurts. And even though this now means I get to keep a little piece of my heart in some great places around the world, sitting here on my parents' sofa as I type without these pieces stings. Post Erasmus Depression (a certified condition don't you know) has most definitely sunk in as I waste my days watching Homes Under The Hammer and working Damien Rice and Adele from the keys of my beloved piano. But fear not, eight days time and the fun begins once again, two final nights in Paris then back across the Channel and for a new adventure in a new city and of course, a new blog.
See you in two weeks Glasgow, but be warned, I will probably try and greet you with a kiss..

Sunday 29 May 2011

Baby don't you hear my heart? You got it drowning out the radio..

Imagine:
  • Slowly swaying into the early hours of the morning in a canvas hammock in the South of Holland. Being gently awoken by the birds just in time to sit up and wander over to the rivers edge in order to witness the most beautiful sunrise in the most beautiful country with some amazing people. Taking in the incredible colours and their crystal clear reflection in the water in complete awe but minutes later breaking the surface and its great silence with a huge splash, heading out for a morning swim.
  • Curling up on a cosy, old bean bag on a sunny balcony in Amsterdam, munching on Dutch deep-fried goodness and sipping an English tea after refusing to sleep the night before because you didn't want your last night in this Utopia to end.
  • Leaving your apartment in Paris half asleep to run mundane errands at 9.30am and not returning until the next afternoon after stumbling across the best day and night of accidental meetings and spontaneous plan making. From bumping into a camel on the pavements of Paris to sitting in Jardin des Tuileries with a gathering of British folk only for every single one of you to come away with sunburn wondering how on earth the Parisians can still spot you a mile off.

Three things, amongst many, that have made me take a deep breath, smile and appreciate life over the last week. And it's the little moments of happiness like these that I must both appreciate and prioritise over the next two weeks of what I know for sure are going to be some of the hardest goodbyes... Even though it's not goodbye, just see you on Queen's day!
So Paris, you might drive me crazy but was the juice worth the squeeze?
Absolutely.



Sunday 15 May 2011

City lights laid out before us and your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulders..

Wow, extremely long time no blog but the last few weeks of my life have been so jam-packed. A continous, and ongoing, buzz of travelling, partying and hardcore studying...by far the best five weeks of my life so far. 
(Excluding Disneyland sis, don't you worry!)
So instead of boring you and cramping my fingers with the ins and outs, I thought I'd take a philosophical route and write about the lessons I have learnt over this time. Whether it be the things my closest people have taught me that have had a definite impact over the last few weeks and absolutely influenced my life or the little anecdotes and funny tales I have gathered over my travels:

1) It's ok to let your heart rule your head. To be completely reckless once in a while. And to make totally rash life decisions half way up La Tour Eiffel with your Brazilian BFF as part of a pact.
Because I have learnt it's what makes you happy that is important and life has a funny way of working things out. 

2) Always get a watertight container to store your belongings in when canoeing down the Dordogne. Otherwise when your Ma and Pa's canoe ends up upside down in amongst the rapids and you manage to rescue everything but the house and car keys, an absolute 'mare will occur.

3) Drink your beer from a boot. Never a glass, zats boringg.

4) Bring an empty shoebox to Amsterdam. Everytime. You will absolutely be able to use it for something.

5) Take a risk and embrace every oppurtunity. The friends you make when you get there will be friends for life. And experiencing life from others peoples points of view and their cultural tastes is the best thing for your soul.

6) Chill out in a park slash climb a prestigious monument at least once a week throughout the summer months. Bring your work, your friends, a french stick and a game of twister and let looose.

7) We love a good pun, we do.

8) Getting absolutely wrecked and curling up in bed with your best friend and two Pizza Base garlic cheese pizzas is the best. And spending the morning after remembering completely random incidents whilst both too afraid to sit up can completely erase the pain of that horrific hangover.

9) Follow your heart. Even if takes you across borders.
Besides, you can re-sit the exam but you can't re-sit that moment.

..And since this post is coming in from the utterly amezin' land of Amsterdam in my now favourite country of Holland, expect a more upbeat, action filled, utterly random and less meaningful post very sooon. As Queen's weekend and todays immense street party for the mere result of a football match proved, the Dutch absolutely do it best. 
I'm sorry Paris, there's someone else. But don't worry, I'll be back in 10 days, if you'll have me. Anyway they kiss three times here, nightmare..

Tuesday 5 April 2011

Is it out of line if I were to be bold and say 'would you be mine?'..

Despite thorougly enjoying the absolutely-can't-keep-our-hands-off-each-other stage of our relationship, there is one thing for certain I have come to realise I am not going to miss about mon amour, Paris. It's one of the few cultural concepts I am yet to become acclimatized to and one that does not bode well with my already awkward personality.
Meeting, greeting and bidding farewell to the French..
Considering the Parisiens infamous rude reputation and inability to make small talk, one would think that the last thing they would be eager to do is plant their lips on the faces of complete strangers, but so it goes. I have no problem with sharing the love with mes amis in this way, after all hugging is reserved solely for lovers and two girls embracing are obviously lesbians no? But, walking into a French house party, meeting large groups of friends of friends or even before a hardcore game of Le Spin, one must circuit the entire room kissing each person on each cheek, 9 times out of 10 before even knowing the said person's name and ALWAYS right cheek to right cheek then left to left. I still wait in fear and cringe for the first time I screw that one up. I realise as vent about this that it may sound like much ado about nothing in writing but believe me, IT IS AWKWARD! 
Imagine rushing down the street on your way to University and seeing someone you know or even vaguely know through a friend, you must stop, *kisses*, then after 30 seconds of pleasantries, *kisses* once again. Not only is it awkward, it's bloody time wasting too. Or imagine completing 4 hours of sport on a Sunday morning and bidding farewell to your team mates completely covered in mud, absolutely exhausted and desperate to get into the car and head back to Paris. Surely the guys you've been playing against for the whole morning won't want to start being friendly now, but oh yes, cheek-to-cheek mud transfers all round.
But what if the Frenchie you're being introduced to is a handsome one, a perfect bonus to the kissing game, obviously not the time to become extremely aware of your breath or the smell of your hair. You would think. And if the guy you're kissing smells exceptionally great or his stubble playfully tickles your cheek as you greet, the girlish smile and subconcious swoon that follows can only make the occassion awkward all over again.
So yes Paris, I am completely infatuated with everything you do but please let's take things slower, you don't even know my name..

Wednesday 30 March 2011

We watch the sun come up, it’s calling, I want another day with you...

Printemps à Paris and there is a definite je ne sais quoi in the air. Namely because it escapes me why the Parisiens are still walking around in thick coats and wooly scarves in this 18° heat, but also because there is something about the city at this time of year that makes it more irrestible than ever.
The first sign of sun in France and the French don't immediately dig out their shortest skirts and flip flops and head to the nearest beer garden. No, the Parisiens maintain that ever stylish status and take advantage of the outdoor seating at every café, knowing by heart which ones the sunlight spills onto, and continue to sip on their café crèmes and casually drag their cigarettes. They also take advantage of generous amount of incredible public parks situated in breath-taking spots around the city. Still smoking their cigarettes but also sharing a bottle of wine over a gossip with friends, relaxing with a loved one, or taking time out to read a novel, either way they are soaking up the rays without a pint of cider in their hand and their shirts folded up round their waists for ultimate tan exposure. And English as I am, I quite like it. 
Spending my afternoons chilling with my favourites in the Louvre gardens, whether revising for mid-terms, listening to Chase & Status or having general banter, and spending the light evenings swapping the Metro for lazy strolls along the Seine must have prompted my inner French girl to come out and play as this week I have found myself partaking in significantly more French culture, to name a few examples:
  • I've found myself purchasing a 90c stick from a regular bakery on a regular basis and boy am I going to miss them when I leave.
  • I have been reading my book at every available opportunity, even perfecting the 'I'm-so-used-to-the-Metro-I-can-read-my-book-instead-of-holding-on' stand. I honestly can't put The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo down.
  • I have worn a scarf everyday the temperature has been in double figures. In fact I don't think I could ever leave my room without one in fear of the reaction I would get..
  • Spent afternoons sitting outside cafés for way longer than required and way after finishing our beverages. Which also nearly always results in taking advantage of the city's free WiFi, getting out a Mac and impulsivly booking travel tickets...'iya Amsterdam!
  • Going to a Parisien house party with non-English speaking Frenchies and learning French drinking games...French culture to an extent, no?
  • Finding French artists and falling for their musical style and of course, that accent.
Despite however I spend these gorgeous Spring days in Paris, each day that passes leaves me a day closer to leaving this city and from the way my heart sinks every time I remember this I can finally say it's official..
Paris, Je T'Aime

Sunday 20 March 2011

I'm sorry I'm a little late, you know the stripes on a tiger are hard to change..

A visit from the parents en route for their big move to the South of France meant playing tour guide for the weekend and boy, am I glad I played along. Taking them to my favourite nooks and crannies of the city allowed me fall in love with Paris all over again and learn that instead of lingering on what I miss about Britain to thank my lucky stars for what I have right on my doorstep...

We started with Père-Lachaise, a third time visit for me yet still as incredible and spine-tingling as my very first glimpse. The cemetery is host to hundreds of thousands of graves with the most extravagant and intricate tombstones belonging to the Parisian elite alongside some great names of the modern world. The cemetery also features a crematorium and thousands of small plaques, each individually designed, guard the ashes and keep the memories of those behind them. The strangest part about this concept being the plaques engraved with a date of death absent, for those who are still alive! Also a great gentleman called Leopold Fucker has gave me giggles and probably ensured my sending to hell each time.
The most spectacular of all the graves belongs very appropriately to Oscar Wilde, it is tradition to take along a lipstick and kiss his tombstone when you visit. And the small plaque at the foot of the grave amongst all the many layers of lip prints and lipstick scrawled messages of love? It instructs NOT to deface the grave in order to respect the memory of Oscar Wilde, genius.




Next, my potential two favourite spots in the city, the top of the Arc de Triomphe and Pont des Arts. Climbing the 284 steps up a very narrow and steep spiral staircase becomes absolutely worth it the minute you step out on to the top floor of the Arc de Triomphe as the wind hits your hair and the whole of Paris surrounds you. The views are absolutely breath-taking, I can only imagine they are so much better in the summer. This is officially the best people-watching spot in the world! I could also stand flinching and squirming for the fate of cyclists all day looking down at the 10 lane roundabout that surrounds the Arc, being France there is no sense of any system and cars chaotically weave in and out of each other as well as those daring enough to cross on foot all day long.




From the Arc de Triomphe, a stroll down the spectacular Champs-Élysées and through the beautiful Louvre gardens will get one to another breath-taking sight. Pont des Arts at first glimpse may first appear like any other of the 37 bridges that cross the Seine. However, the closer you get, the clearer the blurs amongst the wire grid on the side of the bridge become, and on setting foot on the bridge you are faced with hundreds of padlocks quietly hanging along each side. Padlocks of all shapes and size, some engraved some scrawled on with permanent marker, messages of love and hope, and a sure fire way to leave ones mark on the city. Tradition states that couples attach a padlock on the side of Pont des Arts, promise eternal love for one another then throw the key into the Seine below ensuring their 'padlock of love' can never leave Paris. Each padlock is different, telling a unique and individual story for those who placed it and the whole bridge just simultaneously blows my mind and melts my heart. And yes, lover or no lover, I will be joining this tradition before I leave Paris.




The rest of weekend included walks along the Seine and through my favourite area of Le Marais, where no matter what you wear, everybody will dress better than you and the falafel lives up to its world famous reputation. A trip to the Sacré-Cœur and Notre-Dame and a rub of Saint Peter's foot also ensured luck went with my parents on their travels and I would like to think made up for my giggling at Leopold's tombstone. The weekend was then finished off wishing my parents a Bon Voyage, heading to a vintage fair and sitting out in the Jardin des Tuileries with my girlfriends and the Parisian sun.
My eyes have been completely re-opened to this city of art, beauty, and the occasional French wit that I am so lucky to live in and made any cabin fever I thought I'd felt seem ridiculous.

All that said, I'm now only a small bit sad about missing The Only Way is Essex tonight and am instead going to curl up with Paris Je T'aime and a bowl of Tesco's own muesli.
Paris, you may not be perfect but I am definitely falling for you..